13/5/23

Blog begins.

The aim is unclear though what prompts it is feeling heavy and unergetic. I'm a 56 year old man who looks a lot younger than my age, slim, fit and in good health. Yet I spend much of  the free time I have on my own.

Its been a lifelong journey. I guess it would have been as a young teen when the realisation hit me that there was something flawed about me and an awareness of being at odds with the world around me began. It was like I have been out of sync.

I recognise my experience is part of a bigger problem. 

Taking a few assumptions into consideration. 

The world i.e everything we are aware of is inter-related. Everything. I'll leave that to your imagination. I could cite examples here but I can't be fucked. Its just the way it is. Everything is relational. 

So what I struggle with, or what I think and am aware of struggling with is the relationship with myself, others and the world around me.

That, I do need to elaborate on. That I shall attempt later